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inspired by crippling heartache, xoxo

by Clementine

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1.
Who am I Who am I Hello hi Chris Trevigne Had a full name Like a first name Since the 5th grade Like real early Born and raised In a good place Sign reads Peaceful valley Rains 12 times a year So when it rains It rains like hell see I have a real good family Fuck w immediate or extended And you'll immediately regret it I took this shit for granted In my early teens & honestly, I do not understand it If I had this shit so perfect, why do I feel so damaged Like school was easy, & girls were quick, I could jump real high, I stole my moms eyes, Look like my dad, who looks just like his dad, Look I charmed my way through undergrad When I write the stats, and see em stacked, I feel bad that I ever feel bad breathe in count my blessings realize what's real and what isn't But I always had this rain cloud mentality Found out the more you think, the more you think inaccurately I don't wanna be this way forever & I know it's getting better all the time, but sometimes I just breakdown and cry, like Never compare, but don't lose sight Perspective hard to see at night It's dark in my mind, tho I smile real wide Cus now pictures on the gram paint out our lives Confuse her likes for like she likes me Feel like that's some shit we all do daily Feel like steve robbed us of our livelihood And we emptied out our pockets like it's all good Do you want cheese with your wine I do not want to be a server for the rest of my life I don’t wanna be this way forever Always had dreams of moving to SoCal Like HOV, beach is better
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CARNATIONS 03:44
🌸🍊 She always said that she liked carnations Oh, even tho All the other girls would say They wanted roses & I had this plan To give her one on her birthday But I guess it’s too late Oh but now I’m sure that she don’t even care & I guess I’m glad cus it’s what I said I wanted Oh but I lied I just wanna be the one that you think about When they’re kissing on your TV screen The one that you think about When they’re laying in the street You’ll be the one that I think about When I’m falling fast asleep at night I’ll love ya, I’ll love ya till the day I She always said that we meshed so well All my friends yeah they could tell I know it was real what we felt & the next boy you meet I hope he goes straight to.. & I guess that’s mean But it’s just what I mean, yeah I mean Well I hope he’s real swell Oh but now I’m sure that you don’t even care & I guess I’m glad cus it’s what I said I wanted Oh but I lied I just wanna be the one that you think about When it’s freezing cold outside The one that you think about When you need someone tonight You’re the one that I think about When I look back on my life I swear I’ll love ya, I’ll love ya I’ll love ya, I’ll love ya I’ll love ya, I’ll love ya Till I’m not She always said that she liked carnations & I hope one day that you get one 🌸🍊
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Can we take it back Back to nick names & dumb shit Forget my reasons for ending it You were right I’m not okay at all Can I change my mind? 1 2 3 4 This crazy ass kid’s coming knocking on your heart so Let me in, this ain’t no trick Been on the other side & they do not water it You’re still stuck in my head, like an old song but I can’t quite recall it Let me in, this ain’t no trick Been on the other side & they do not water it Been on the other side & they do not water it I mean I still get em wet but it’s no comparison
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SINS 01:40
I never thought about how God keeps track of our sins I admit that up until this year I was sure he did not exist When I was 6 they told me Jesus keeps tallies on his skin you lie that’s one you steal that’s two and three is all that you get So does that mean he gets a stitch for every good little kid who spends one hour of the week in a house that is not his and will he judge me on my suit when I go in to interview or will he just count the amount of scars on his wrist? I fell into a hole that day and no one even came to save me would you tell me I’m wrong or just let me be you went away with someone else and left me to my own version of hell but you know what I found my way out
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I think that I fucked up this time & I wanna know what I can do to make things right cus we wasted bout a whole year’s time we called it love but we were just drunk off lines of love & lots of wine but now I realize there’s more to life than pretty eyes & dollar signs now I see the light I tried to run but you shone so bright you saved my life Am I crazy like you? Are you crazy like me too? I wish that we could just take tonight to fake amends & play pretend like we got this right cus i need your love, yeah i need it now & oh i’m wishing oh somehow i wish we were back in that hotel but not i realize there’s more to life than sleeping in, getting high making love, wasting time now i see the light i tried to run but you shone so bright you saved my life i’m on the road to coachella you make me feel a way but i got goals princess bella & you trying to take the wave & i need homes, ya know a villa just a place to rest my head & get some head ya know good rest give me your best, baby you’re the shit yeah i’m on the road to coachella
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i feel like people should love like they were in love with themselves because it’s not enough just to love someone else it’s poisonous bliss life dulls a bit with every kiss this seemed so easy as a child maybe we should have a kid I’m bored by your touch and i’m sad like a crutch if I ever did something they’d see I’ve given up so I color in my homestead and satisfy my own head and bluff through this love it’s better than, it’s better than none
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365 ago 2day I was holding your hand in my smashed corolla Jamming to chance You smelled like summer And summer smelled like Cleo and sex And Netflix and pancakes, you always cleaned up my mess You didn't mind, always said mine tasted the best We made the kind of love peeps want forever, so we lived in your bed But my dreams atrophied, can't recall for sure when Meet your dream girl too soon, & I guess It might fuck up your shit yeah you fucked up my shit Kinda hard letting go of a love so strong Used to stare at you in our restaurant Like hey there goes my life now Life goes on How much time is enough, 'til I can say hey what's up 365 ago 2day I was chilling with my best friend You showed me songs I didn't know, Had you coming to Alina and Bryson We were always either loving or fighting It was always either fuck it or keep trying But now when I'm fucking a new girl It's always you in my mind then Oh it's always you I can't fight it, You'd think I'd fucking hate it but sometimes I don't mind it W you no need for a side bitch I gotta quit this rewind shit I'm on my clementine shit I'm on my you couldn't ride shit I really wish you could ride shit We just want different lives shit I need to tell you that I miss you You said please don't fuck me up Jumped out my car stopped at the red Swore one last time that you're my one I'm pretty sure when people break up They don't do this kinda stuff So why'd I jump right into traffic Just to kiss you for the last time I miss you fuck
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XOXO 02:10
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365 ago 2day I was holding your hand in my smashed corolla Jamming to chance You smelled like summer And summer smelled like Cleo and sex And Netflix and pancakes, you always cleaned up my mess You didn't mind, always said mine tasted the best We made the kind of love peeps want forever, so we lived in your bed But my dreams atrophied, can't recall for sure when Meet your dream girl too soon, It might fuck up your shit Kinda hard letting go of a love so strong Used to stare at you in our restaurant Like hey there goes my life now Life goes on How much time is enough, 'til I can say hey what's up 365 ago 2day I was chilling with my best friend You showed me songs I didn't know, Had you coming to Alina and Bryson We were always either loving or fighting It was always either fuck it or keep trying But now when I'm fucking a new girl It's always you in my mind then Oh it's always you I can't fight it, You'd think I'd fucking hate it but sometimes I don't mind it W you no need for a side bitch I gotta quit this rewind shit I'm on my clementine shit I'm on my you couldn't ride shit I really wish you could ride shit We just want different lives shit I need to tell you that I miss you You said please don't fuck me up Jumped out my car stopped at the red Swore one last time that you're my one I'm pretty sure when people break up They don't do this kinda stuff So why'd I jump right into traffic Just to kiss you for the last time I miss you fuck

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"Hello, hi, Chris Trevigne" I’ve been making music since I was 11. My whole life has been working towards this first album. “inspired by crippling heartache, xoxo” is a love note to my past written on a piece of paper I tore right out of my server notebook I write people’s food orders in. To everyone who’s stepped in & stepped out, I love you & I’m thankful for you. I’ve learned & I’ve grown a lot in the 2 years it took to make this thing. @Christianrichh & I know it’s not if but when, predicated on the level of dedication & hardwork we put in. I’m a graduate but this feels more important than any piece of paper I’ve ever gotten. The first Clementine🍊 album is officially out. thank you

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released April 9, 2018

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Clementine Tempe, Arizona

CLEMENTINE

Tempe, Arizona

CLEMENTINE is: Chris Trevigne & Christian Rich.

ESTD. 2012

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