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Who am I
Who am I
Hello hi
Chris Trevigne
Had a full name
Like a first name
Since the 5th grade
Like real early
Born and raised
In a good place
Sign reads Peaceful valley
Rains 12 times a year
So when it rains
It rains like hell see
I have a real good family
Fuck w immediate or extended
And you'll immediately regret it
I took this shit for granted
In my early teens
& honestly, I do not understand it
If I had this shit so perfect, why do I feel so damaged
Like school was easy, & girls were quick,
I could jump real high, I stole my moms eyes,
Look like my dad, who looks just like his dad,
Look I charmed my way through undergrad
When I write the stats, and see em stacked, I feel bad that I ever feel bad breathe in count my blessings realize what's real and what isn't
But I always had this rain cloud mentality
Found out the more you think, the more you think inaccurately
I don't wanna be this way forever & I know it's getting better all the time, but sometimes
I just breakdown and cry, like
Never compare, but don't lose sight
Perspective hard to see at night
It's dark in my mind, tho I smile real wide
Cus now pictures on the gram paint out our lives
Confuse her likes for like she likes me
Feel like that's some shit we all do daily
Feel like steve robbed us of our livelihood
And we emptied out our pockets like it's all good
Do you want cheese with your wine
I do not want to be a server for the rest of my life
I don’t wanna be this way forever
Always had dreams of moving to SoCal
Like HOV, beach is better
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CARNATIONS
03:44
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🌸🍊
She always said that she liked carnations
Oh, even tho
All the other girls would say
They wanted roses
& I had this plan
To give her one on her birthday
But I guess it’s too late
Oh but now I’m sure that she don’t even care
& I guess I’m glad cus it’s what I said I wanted
Oh but I lied
I just wanna be the one that you think about
When they’re kissing on your TV screen
The one that you think about
When they’re laying in the street
You’ll be the one that I think about
When I’m falling fast asleep at night
I’ll love ya, I’ll love ya till the day I
She always said that we meshed so well
All my friends yeah they could tell
I know it was real what we felt
& the next boy you meet
I hope he goes straight to..
& I guess that’s mean
But it’s just what I mean, yeah I mean
Well I hope he’s real swell
Oh but now I’m sure that you don’t even care
& I guess I’m glad cus it’s what I said I wanted
Oh but I lied
I just wanna be the one that you think about
When it’s freezing cold outside
The one that you think about
When you need someone tonight
You’re the one that I think about
When I look back on my life
I swear
I’ll love ya, I’ll love ya
I’ll love ya, I’ll love ya
I’ll love ya, I’ll love ya
Till I’m not
She always said that she liked carnations
& I hope one day that you get one 🌸🍊
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*SIGH* (WATER IT)
03:07
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Can we take it back
Back to nick names & dumb shit
Forget my reasons for ending it
You were right I’m not okay at all
Can I change my mind?
1 2 3 4
This crazy ass kid’s coming knocking on your heart so
Let me in, this ain’t no trick
Been on the other side & they do not water it
You’re still stuck in my head, like an old song but I can’t quite recall it
Let me in, this ain’t no trick
Been on the other side & they do not water it
Been on the other side & they do not water it
I mean I still get em wet but it’s no comparison
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SINS
01:40
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I never thought about how God keeps track of our sins
I admit that up until this year I was sure he did not exist
When I was 6 they told me Jesus keeps tallies on his skin
you lie that’s one you steal that’s two and three is all that you get
So does that mean he gets a stitch
for every good little kid
who spends one hour of the week in a house that is not his
and will he judge me on my suit when I go in to interview
or will he just count the amount of scars on his wrist?
I fell into a hole that day
and no one even came to save me
would you tell me I’m wrong
or just let me be
you went away with someone else
and left me to my own version of hell
but you know what
I found my way out
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CRAZY LIKE U (COACHELLA)
03:22
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I think that I fucked up this time
& I wanna know what I can do to make things right
cus we wasted bout a whole year’s time
we called it love but we were just drunk off
lines of love & lots of wine
but now I realize
there’s more to life than
pretty eyes & dollar signs
now I see the light
I tried to run but you shone so bright
you saved my life
Am I crazy like you?
Are you crazy like me too?
I wish that we could just take tonight
to fake amends & play pretend
like we got this right
cus i need your love, yeah i need it now
& oh i’m wishing oh somehow
i wish we were back in that hotel
but not i realize
there’s more to life than
sleeping in, getting high
making love, wasting time
now i see the light
i tried to run but you shone so bright
you saved my life
i’m on the road to coachella
you make me feel a way
but i got goals princess bella
& you trying to take the wave
& i need homes, ya know a villa
just a place to rest my head
& get some head
ya know good rest
give me your best,
baby you’re the shit
yeah i’m on the road to coachella
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BETTER THAN NONE
03:17
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i feel like people should love
like they were in love with themselves
because it’s not enough
just to love someone else
it’s poisonous bliss
life dulls a bit with every kiss
this seemed so easy as a child
maybe we should have a kid
I’m bored by your touch
and i’m sad like a crutch
if I ever did something
they’d see I’ve given up
so I color in my homestead
and satisfy my own head
and bluff through this love
it’s better than, it’s better than none
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hey what's up
04:09
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365 ago 2day
I was holding your hand in my smashed corolla
Jamming to chance
You smelled like summer
And summer smelled like Cleo and sex
And Netflix and pancakes, you always cleaned up my mess
You didn't mind, always said mine tasted the best
We made the kind of love peeps want forever, so we lived in your bed
But my dreams atrophied, can't recall for sure when
Meet your dream girl too soon,
& I guess
It might fuck up your shit
yeah you fucked up my shit
Kinda hard letting go of a love so strong
Used to stare at you in our restaurant
Like hey there goes my life now Life goes on
How much time is enough, 'til I can say hey what's up
365 ago 2day
I was chilling with my best friend
You showed me songs I didn't know,
Had you coming to Alina and Bryson
We were always either loving or fighting
It was always either fuck it or keep trying
But now when I'm fucking a new girl
It's always you in my mind then
Oh it's always you I can't fight it,
You'd think I'd fucking hate it but sometimes I don't mind it
W you no need for a side bitch
I gotta quit this rewind shit
I'm on my clementine shit
I'm on my you couldn't ride shit
I really wish you could ride shit
We just want different lives shit
I need to tell you that I miss you
You said please don't fuck me up
Jumped out my car stopped at the red
Swore one last time that you're my one
I'm pretty sure when people break up
They don't do this kinda stuff
So why'd I jump right into traffic
Just to kiss you for the last time
I miss you fuck
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XOXO
02:10
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365 ago 2day
I was holding your hand in my smashed corolla
Jamming to chance
You smelled like summer
And summer smelled like Cleo and sex
And Netflix and pancakes, you always cleaned up my mess
You didn't mind, always said mine tasted the best
We made the kind of love peeps want forever, so we lived in your bed
But my dreams atrophied, can't recall for sure when
Meet your dream girl too soon,
It might fuck up your shit
Kinda hard letting go of a love so strong
Used to stare at you in our restaurant
Like hey there goes my life now Life goes on
How much time is enough, 'til I can say hey what's up
365 ago 2day
I was chilling with my best friend
You showed me songs I didn't know,
Had you coming to Alina and Bryson
We were always either loving or fighting
It was always either fuck it or keep trying
But now when I'm fucking a new girl
It's always you in my mind then
Oh it's always you I can't fight it,
You'd think I'd fucking hate it but sometimes I don't mind it
W you no need for a side bitch
I gotta quit this rewind shit
I'm on my clementine shit
I'm on my you couldn't ride shit
I really wish you could ride shit
We just want different lives shit
I need to tell you that I miss you
You said please don't fuck me up
Jumped out my car stopped at the red
Swore one last time that you're my one
I'm pretty sure when people break up
They don't do this kinda stuff
So why'd I jump right into traffic
Just to kiss you for the last time
I miss you fuck
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Clementine Tempe, Arizona
CLEMENTINE
Tempe, Arizona
CLEMENTINE is: Chris Trevigne & Christian Rich.
ESTD. 2012
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